Sunday, June 7, 2009

it's starting to rain




i really don´t know whether to beg for my happiness or ask for contentment. the person that i am knows there isn't much that can be done with what we are fated to, yet i refuse to be fatalistic about it.

every week i find myself down on my knees begging for some intervention that i myself am not hopeful of. perhaps i can grasp a little gist of what He was trying to say when He let them nail him on that wood, there is nothing wrong in giving one's life to someone who doesn't appreciate it. It is up to us to deal with the nails being driven through. unfortunately, too many times being nailed will not make us numb to it.

next to impossible is to have her read this with just the least possible emotion involved.

best bet, nothing of any sort.

4 comments:

leytbloomer said...

hi got your email!!! nice to hear you're updating your post na... uhm right now my blog is in "private" mode.. i'll invite you so you can view it... thanks! have a great day!

budz said...

so you are into photog na rin, i can't say i am too, i seldome use the pro cams, mostly pns, i took that gloomy sky pic with a pro cam, so many trials before i got into that shot hahaha

leytbloomer said...

uhm... nakita mo na yun photoblog ko noon? @_@ i lost my digicam in a stupid reason...

maganda un shot mo! saan ung lugar?

and what's pns?

budz said...

pns is point n shoot, no big lenses that could be interchangeable. that was in ilocos, vigan to be scpecific